Hi and hi again,blogger.
Today was not much,i will talk about yesterday.I felt very bad and ackward.
Case one;the guy that admirer me asked my phone number.I put my new poems in my profile and he says he want to know me 'deeply' because he think i'm different..?He seems nice though,and he doesnt seem like typical malay guy.But i'm doubting,if i gave him my number;he will harrased me.Internet is dangerous nowadays.So,i decline him saying that i rarely used my phone and i'm not used to talk with boys.Its true though.But i talk a bit with my classmate of course.But though his speeches of course just like common malay boy.I'm not being racist but yeah i dont really like it.But i dont mind if he wants to know me well.But i only allowed in myspace or email only.I cannot trust people easily.This is ackward cuz this is my first time someone really read my un-understandable poems.Wll,if people read my poems;they will what the heck she's saying.But this guy,he says he wants to search meaning from my poems that he wants my no phone.What am i supposed to do?But at the same time,i felt gld that someone really feel deeply in my poems.But of course,i dont have feeling for him.
Case two;I paste poster that i brought at comic fiesta at wall besides my bed,and kaktin suddenly mad about it.She asked me to throw it.She doesnt have power to do so!It's my room too,i have my right to do it.Besids,i'm not paste it at her sides.I'm paste it at my side.So,what's the problem??!!!She says that her eyes are hurtinng when she saw all these anime poster,and she cant seem to study well.It doesnt make senses.The poster not disturbing her life.She can just ignore it.Stupid fucking sister.I do what i want.It's my room too.It doesnt mean that your my sister that yu can command me anytime.I fought with her yesterday.I just fight for my right.I'm not doing criminal by pasting anime poster.Mama said that its not bad because 'malaikat tak masuk', it doent have to do with it.I'm just paste it because i like it,not worship.All this sickening people at my house.I'm getting sick of it.And yet,my sister are going to 'menyemak' at my house for 5 years more./and my life will be ruined by not having my own room for this 5 years.
I felt relieved for some reason if i confess in my blog.Today,i'm almost choking because i drink my medicine which larut in water.And i seems to felt that it have 100% has been larut,but the medicine doent not to be like i've seen and i drink it fast because it taste awful and i'm choking.i cry because my throat felt so pain and i quickly get some water.Mama shouting shouting 'drink the water'.And luckly,i'm alright.I thought i'm going to get surgery because the meicine almost stuck at my throat.But fiuh,what a tragic.
Tomorrow;i will go Malacca for two days and the next friday i will go Langkawi.And yeah,sorry because it's too long.I'm seem to be so talkative today.And yeah,i scroll at youtube and then i found this.YUI-Tokyo live at Budokan.And i see that,she really put her soul in the song that she almost cry and made the fan cry too.Wow!that's very..artistic.Bcause there's no such artist that put their soul so much until they almost cry and made the fan cry too. Ohh gosh,i almost cry also.
I resepect her so much how she create her music that everyone can feel it.That's the great example of artist and music.
Well then,i will not online until the next week maybe.So yeah,enjoy your day.
Animefreak :3,
Icha Yoshioka.
