I dont know what's wrong with me.I cried a lot yesterday for some stupid reason.It's not stupid actually,it's just i'm too emotional with my life i guess.Kaktin getting bossier day by day.I cant even step a foot in my room.It's not her room only.Dumb sister.I like zillion time i have told my mom that i need a room for myself only.I need privacy at my age now.
I saw Mike Chin Shen Huan today,OMGGG!He is so damn hot.At first i thought that it;s another handsome guy i dont know in morning session,but it's him.He wear cap that i almost faint looking at him because he's too gorgeous.And he is less than 5 foot from me.And i think,he doesnt already know me.I thought i;m going to say hi or whatever,at least that one word 'hi' would be enough.But it's not succesful.I'm so stupid,i'm so stupid,i'm so stupid,i'm so stupid.STUPID ME!At that time there was mesyuarat at the kantin.Since,the chess club is very little;which is less than 20 people so we do at the kantin.
Shenn Huan always wear sports outfit most of all the time.I wonder,if is he not studying?cuz he will take his PMR this year.Maybe he is a dumb-type.Haha.And he put some kind of white towel around his neck and wear shorts and caps;which is half-closed cap.He looks kinda hot.I really meant it.He sat there like 5-10 minutes doing nothing and he's alone.It's great opportunity ,but i'm too dumb.Tooo dumb.He just wondering around ;looking at people while drinking his mineral water.And he called some kind of indian-guy bla bla bla;he talked about with him.And continue spacing out.His skin look a bit darker than before,too much sport?Yeah,i guess.But i'm so regret that i dont say hi to him.Haishh.Aini kinda annoyed seeing me saying kyaa~ kyaa~.Haha,gomen aini.
I thought i lost my Sejarah text book,but i dont bring it.And i dont kinda finish my homework.But luckly,teacher dont asked.There was a quiz at Geografi,i didnt know well,so i just hentam.But,teacher said she will punished everyone who got wrong.That;s kinda worrying me,luckly there's mimi who helped me .
Recently,i heard a song called blowin in the wind-bob dylan,it was so artistic and the lyric is soo beautiful .It tells world issues,eventhough the singer voices is kinda cracked up.But hey!music is not about singing,it's a stories that we convey.And maybe i dont have such voices,but i hope to make music with beautiful lyrics.And i've watched the legendary Jimi Hendrix,uwaaah.He can play 12 guitar string.A genius.But i admit,he's not good looking.But talent,really can impressed people.The world needs that kind of musicians.There's no such music in this era,recently.They all sucks,like britney spears and other bitches that make beauty the first priority,it just soo not called music.Music is a thing that we feel.not a weapon too reach popularity.
Thatr's all.I given speeches laa pulak kan.Haha,gomen.It's all because the music book i've bought from school library.actually,i have to hand it 21/1 but i forgot to bring it.And oh yeah,i have to read a little for science cuz there's a quiz where en.sani asked.oww,that sucks.I'm getting sleepier.
Jaa~
Animefreak :3,
Icha Yoshioka.
