I hate school.I''m getting to dislike it day per day.I think last year was not bad compare to this year.I've been scolded by my math teacher for getting so many mistakes in integers.I dont get it,my brain cell are not working correctly since last holiday.Damn.Even multiply time table i didnt remember correctly.What's happen to me?Phycho much?Wake up Khairunnisa!
My math teacher was Pn Yong.I dont dislike her,but she teach classes way too fast.And she seems so serious all the time.And this it's makes even worse wth my slow-pick-up brain. I wish Pn Asma teach us again.At least she's not that stressful.
En Sani,he teach us Science.Ng Cheng Yik has been scolded by him today for not finish up homework.I felt bad for him.He is prefect,and he has many duties lately.And i dont quite understand what the Sani teacher has teach us.Well,he's not really teaching.Just the LCD are teaching.If you know what i meant.
Teachers are stupid.Not all of them actually.
And every second i'm in school.I always daydreaming,imagine things something like that.I always yearned to break free so bad.From this some kind of cage that are locked me.I want to live a freedom life.Do exactly what my heart told,spreading my music to this overprotected life.
But i just cant.My parent and school seems to control my life like "study,study".Unfair.
Aini didnt seem to presence in school lately because of her asthma.And i stick with Aidil like usual.It's ok to me.But i dont know why i felt so bad,i even cry for no reason.It's a shame,i know.And did i have ever mentioned that i've scolded by my mother because of guitar.Ohh,no.She keep saying that it's not worth it by all this music and anime.She just find it strange and scolded me.And it makes me felt bad.I want do what i want.I told you i'm not free as the fourteen- years- old-rich-brat- girl who used money to do what she want and they even do an album eventhough they at my age.Unfair.
Yeah,reality is unfair.Face it,sweetheart.
Animefreak :3,
Icha Yoshioka.
