Today was mama's b'day.We kinda celebrate,i think.We do eat a lot at Vichuuda.Did i spell it right?And yeah,it's delicious eventhough majority of the food is malay like.Owh well i dont care as long as it's delicious.And we go to Putrajaya by force by abah to see my aunt sick.Haaishh,what to do i just followlaa.My unt has some weird disease where she had hallucination and that sort of thing.Owh well,i dont really care.We go back after that to pray.And when i go back,my house was like studio because my brother and my two cousins play guitar,so i join them playing and singing estrella's song.Waaah~.I didnt know it would be soo much fun to dueting guitar,and wafi asked me to sing.So i sing,and he commented me.Bleeeh~.I think my voice is ok than his toad-voice like.And after that i go to Teco and PKNS Shah Alam to buy school's stuff since Yat's orientation is tomorrow.Last minute preparation.
So yeah,i brought Midori No Hibi the last book,but i'm missing the volume 6 cuz i havent found.And of course Seiji end up with Midori.
And after that,i just trumming my guitar for two hours,doing nothing.I guess i should practice some other new song.
I felt weird because Inessa,year six student who happen to know me through my lil brother asked my yat whether i wear tudung or not.Isnt obvious,its not a big deal.And she also asked whether my friend wear it.Weird.So she just want to friend with who doesnt wear?Hmmmm,i dont know what she's thinking.Whatever.
Talk about me in school.I really want to stop wearing since i dont wear one since 11 tudung .There's no difference.because i dnt want to be hypocrite
like anyone else do.But mama,wouldnt let me.And if i do that people keep talking about me and started thinking badly.They just dont who am i yet.Why dont i just being myself?Instead of pretending?I think that's rather ok than being 'alim' in school but outside being bitchy all over and revealing their body.That's really low.Hmmm,i just dont know.But i really want to be myself,the way i am.But i already have buy new tudung,so i thought i just stay the way i am.
It's really complicated.But to think of it,they really dont desrve to ask what i'm going to do,cz its my life,it's my choice to be who i want to be.
I really2 confuse.But to think of it,i have once free hair-ing during my class party.But in school?I was a bit not sure.Yeah,i think that's it.I thought i'm going to do poems,but i'm pretty sleepy since now is 4 am.Well,that's it.Oyasuminasai.
Animefreak :3,
Icha Yoshioka.
