It's raining outside,it's so dark and scary.It looks like night eventhough it's only 5 in evening.I don't know if i can online now.Mama and others went to buy groceries.But i refuse to go along.I dont go to taekwando because again my typical problem that is no transport to go.Everyones busy on the saturday.But i just spent the day with sleeping and onlining.I'm lifeless,yes.
Izzat called me;he's my only guy friendsince primary school that still keep in touch.Others is just---well forgot me.But the phone called got interrupt for some reason.
I've been reading my blog's friend that i said that she pissed me out.Well,i just wanna say i'm so sorry,i'm not bad mouthing about you,i just letting out my uneasiness inside me.I still remember what you said to me before your birthday,i'm not forgetting about that.And i know that you have a family problem.If you want me to hear your problem,i sincerely can hear you.So,please dont be so secretive,i'm your friend so i maybe can helped you wht i can,Aidil.So,yeah,i'm just so sorry for my rough saying.
My mom busy watching Akademi Pantatsia.Haha,i'm enjoying to insult that show,it's just so meanigless.And they used music just to gain popularity.Well,as i said music is rotten nowadays.And they dared to use Yuna song.Well,her song Dan Sebenarnya is pretty famous.But i like more of her english song,if you asked me.
So,hmm well i dont know what to say anymore.I can still hearing the rain puring outside my window.And i'm still hearing Yuna song right now.I wanted to play guitar,but it's havent tune and there is no string on the last string.Ouuuh,i cant live without guitar .
Btw,i just make a new words,a new poem;
I sing along with my guitar,
Trying to washed away my uneasiness,
As the rhythm flows my soul,
I just keep singing with passionate.
Well,the truth is my voice is not heavenly.I just wish i can really sing.I really envy with the yuna voice,or yui.And i tried to used this as a song.But i just dont know how to.
I'm out.
