My purse is empty,completely.I just brought Twilight novel ,cheap enough to finishing up my pocket money.But,it's worth after all cuz the story is awesomee!I know,because lots of people especially girls saying these.But i had to admit,the story is damn great and Edward Cullen is damn hot enough to melt me.I didnt finished though,what do you expect from a 400 ++ pages.
So today,i didnt attend Taekwando again because i intend to quit it for some moving reason.My house had some new problem,my mom intend to change room and make chaos in my house.This one didnt agreed ,that one didnt agreed and cause an argue.Well,abah and wafi did argue in early in the morning.And i had to share room with my grandma for a month.I didnt mind much cuz i already out of this house soon
Today i just went to some Music Clinic.My sister and i got lost and at last finally found that place.I asked kaktin to accompanied me cuz my fiend who supposed to accompanied me is nowhere to be seen.And to killed that guiltness for my sister i treat her McD,though i'm supposed to boiccot it,and my savings went little that i sighed.I saw musicians performed ,it's great but a little well bored for some reason.But i'm fascinated for their talent,and i heard this acoustic competition in June at Subang Parade i wanted to join though.But i already in malacca that time.Huuuh.
School went pretty well.I'm just quite the same,and i got misundertstanding and it all settled.Exams coming in 3 weeks,i havent studied at all,and even more complicating i dont understand some topics.Hmmm.Ahh,if only i can break free and live a total free life.Travelling to see green things while street performing with walking around my guitar,trying different things.Why god?I've been living like a doll,controlled by unknown power who keeps me struggling.I'm really want to live with my own.
Ahhh.Why this feeling overwhelmed me so suddenly?I felt so lonely after seeing someone had happiness ,and i'm not.Well,i dont mind cuz everybody that i used to close with is separated and had their own life.And of course they will eventually had a new friend and a new happiness.But,i felt miserable.Ohh god,please immediately stop this ridiculous feeling?And it's more sadden me that i will be moving and probably gave me a great miserable in my life.I hate this.
KHAIRUNNISA
