Monday, May 4, 2009

crowded mind --

Too many,too many things left for me to say.But somehow,i dont know how to start.Okay i just back like 2 days from camping.I felt 3 days just like 3 weeks.Seriously.I'm exhausted and all that,i got fever ,i talk to strangers.Well,i have to for some reason.And I just like to see someone with braces.

Okay the first day,arrived with bus and ceramah2 and all that,at night went for nightwalking without torchlight or anything in the middle of the night almost like 1 am .Only god knows how scared i am.In the night i cant sleep at all,not even a wink.

Second day, got up at 5 am and felt really 2 blank.Hell sleepy and unfortunately i have to hear all those ceramah2 about nature something like that.I have to endure it how much sleepy i am.Exploracing with my team ,well it's fun actually but i have to walk to many places.Sliped for many times.Fell for many times.

And blindtrail,it was so so so GILAA--.We have to closed our eyes and walking with just people's instruction,and i fell for countless time.I dont even know how ridicolously look i am.And i dont even know who's hand i held that time.Wether boys or girl's hand,i dont know.I just held their hand for support.I just can compare the rough one and the soft hand.Haha,ridiculous.And i just swim in mud,and when i open my eyes back,i just realized i'm covered in full dirt.I was so suprised i cursed.And i have to go back to my dorm from that place which has lots of people stared me because seriously you dont know how embrassing state i am that time.Okay they look me as if i'm alien or something.Embrassing.
The next day,well went for jungle tracking and swim in the fontain.And went back to dorm to backpaking to return.

My lead group who happens to know Wafi.He said my face looks exactly like my brother and he knows that i'm playing guitar which i dont know how he know .I dont know why he know me soo well detail.Because i've nver met him,i never talked to him.I never playing guitar in front of him.It's so ---weird.And i have to admit,he has a beautiful smile and attractie eyes.He wore braces,but i dont know why i find it cute.That's it,dont misunderstood because i dont ever have love feeling or sortever because i will never fall on malay guy.That's it,and he's pretty nice to me and he's a simple guy.So yeaah.I just only thought that,i dont like him or whatever.Dont minsundertand AIDAA!!


So that's it my experience for the first time left home over 2 days.Well,it was an experience to me..I cant storied it detailly because i want to sleep so badly now.

KHAIRUNNISA.