Argh,my mind is messed up.I'm in my old house.No idea how the transportation for tomorrow's hang out with Aida.Kaktin and Wafi been going to MTV World Stage,pffft that's not fair.And i wnted to take a lift with them,but they end up in the different hour.Mama had some other's matter to settle up.Pretty messed up.I dont care what happen anymore.
Connection's here pretty bad,old unpaid modem .Abah want to cut the connection anyway,cuz it's no use.No one's living here.I totally missed my 2j's friend,i wanted to meet them so badly,but i cant contact them,except Aidil.Eventhough i can call Aini,but when i call her i dont know what to talk and she always like "umm","yeah".I know you so well,Aini.I dont mind though,i will contact you somehow.
The boys.Well,they brighten my day with laughter,especially Meor ,Imran,Zakhwan,Aqmal and the gang.And the boys at my currently school,they just totally not into my humour thing,i cant laugh.The jokes is different.
I hope times flew fastly.I just can't stand there.I live in pretend,plastic.Everybody's sees me as smart with specs ,i'm just not like that at all.My heart is just dying with hatred.Only god knows what i felt beneath my fake expression.
So long,i aint gonna talk much,playing guitar just to kill the time.