Nabilah didnt came today,so i didnt said a word in class.My misery increases.I guess that's my typical life.Dull.I've been scolded heavily by my parents about my lifeless conditionin the car earlier,i sweep my shreded tears secretly.They even said a word that stung my heart .I felt worse.How will i become happy?When all this time,they dragged me .For once,i felt like i want the ocean to sweep me away far ,far from here or just dissapeared,vanished in thin air.
I looked right,i looked left.Nobody noticed me,i'm like invicible in that class.In front of my desk row is a group of boys.They arent friendly and psycho much as my old classmate.I remember when in my old class,the boy sat in front of me imran and meor always asked correction tape like every 5 minutes.And Mimi who sat next to me who always patience with my sleepy mode.That scene almost make me cry in the middle of the class.I just stare outside the window with my blank watery eyes ,observing the cloud's colour while teacher teaching non stop in front of the class.