It is 5 am in the morning,a night before raya.It was dead silence now,i can only hear a tapping of water at the bathroom.Just about 3 hours ago,i can hear clearly the sound of fireworks booming and my cousins chatter in front of tv in this old house that stand over 20 years in a improved area in this place,whereas i borned named Kubang Kerian,Kelantan.
I supposed to post this 2 hours ago,but because of my brother purposely took a peek at the monitor and started to read it out loud in front of my cousin,and they laughed.They must thought that i'm so over-modern to make a blog.Ughh.Typical them.
Today,my parents have a big fight,it was started because of a non-logical reason.Adults cant make any senses sometimes.My father have a really bad mood,i can tell he cant stand my mom's order and speeches.And you dnt know,when he's a real bad mood,his attitude is rather strange.He leave my sister and my mom including me of course in a restaurant without transport.And we waited like half an hour until he came back.Not only that,he drive us to nowhere.At the same time,i desperately need to pee,and i was hell furious.I think my strangeness inherited from him.I can be worst than him,you know,like double worst.But he is still my dad.How much i annoyed by his act.
Case 2,i just cut my hair.And it didnt turned out what i expected.The haircutter is just too rush,fuck.I want my hair back.I look rather childish and fat.And i think my long hair is much artistic than it is now.Arghhh.I just love today.
Oh,i can hear very well the Takbir Raya near my village's mosque whereas beside my arwah grandmother grave's.Hmm,i'm wondering how my late grandmother go through her alam barzakh.This house really reminded me of her presence so much that i cried.Hmmm.
I need to sleep,or else i will be celebrating raya in bed.Happy raya for all the muslims.
