Based on the 28th of September,yesterday .
Khairunnisa!Khairunnisa!
She shoted my full IC name while knocking my room door hardly.
I covered myself in blanket ignoring the urgeness,my tears streamed on my cheek vigorously.My teen angst poisoned me,filling myself with anger and deppression.
"I don't want to go up there and pretend,I hope the sea will come and sweep me away from here"
The lyrics of the Blue Sand by Yuna keep filling my air,blank headlefting me shivered with numbness.Trying to be optimistic to fight all the sadness,ager,melancholy that haunts me every single second .
My own fantasy,my own socialization,my own reality has taken away by my parents.Lefting me without anyone to confess except for this epistle of emotion with only ink and a blank white paper.
