Inhale.
Exhale.
Covering myself with a blanket,turn off my air-cond,set the fan to the lowest temperature.
Still,i shivered,hair on my body stand,my voices crack a bit.
With my pajama that have been presented by my late grandmother,i slept all day.
And so i thought that i hate fever yet i love it because i can take a day off from school and the best reason that have existed.
I've been opened a crevices,secret,shames that has existed in myself to several people.
How i can't let go from that enticement that i inhabit.
I should stop,i just know how sinful the act that luring human being to do it.
And sometimes i listen to the evil side instead of the angel's that as if arguing the both sides of my head.Whispering me again and again.
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While my heart is a shield and I won't let it down
While I am so afraid to fail so I won't even try
