Ahh,the fireworks booming ,warned me for the next life,where my mother would controlled every of my day with her corner of fingertip,like an owner that's controlling a puppet.Where my days would be set,scheduled.
I shut my eye in front of the monitor,tried to let the illusions appeared slowly in my head.
I can imagine,the first day of nobodyness,as i placed my head down to the floor when i entered the classes full of noise,without knowing the faces i know as i look at the surrounding,sat at the place where the teacher point at.Playing with my hand .Silence absorbing me and melancholic just surround myself.Oh,i can hear they talk about me "the new metropolitan girl" ,as they point their first finger to me.I just pulled an expresionless face even if my heart sobbing,crying silently that only in my body it echoes.
If only he would sat beside at that time,and tell me you're not alone.My heart will instantly go warm after being so cold that it pierce.
