Sneaking my time ,that is bounded and finited.I should let my eyelid closed now,to let my system off .But the urge had forced me to write something that is about to explode any second,it's good to let it out than talking all dissatisfy things that had kept in myself than talking while crying with my own self before sleeping.
I'm so complex,i dont want to be emo,but i kept twisted things and argued with my own self conflicted,or the whisper of my innerself,i tried to push it with all the energy i've got.
There,i talked crap again.Damn -.-
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I fake a lot,i dont know how many smiled i have force my lips to curved it,no it does not reach my eyes.That laugh doesnt mean a thing.
Why..?why can't i laugh whole-heartedly?It's not their fault,it's freaking me.
Get off me you little emo-self that's stuck inside me,
come out wherever you are,i want my strength back.
