I gripped my hand,as the tears fall dropping the keyboard that im currenty typing now.While hearing the song to it's fullest volume.I'm tired of this tears that dropped continously.I need for human voice or at least would asked me and whisper to me that i'll be okay.I'm weak as a harmless ant,that people would just stepped on it.I'm unnoticeable or just plain lonely like a thin air or a big tree but doesnt appear in people's sight,still like a breathless statue.
I'm tired to carry this vulnerable feeling,it would have been so much better if this stale emotion could just dissapear without a word.
I can't help showing this sides of me,im sorry.It burden me and smoldering me.The thoughts killing me.I flooded myself in tears ,trying to fight the loneliness and the life that swings up and down.My faith has already step on broken glass,im trying to rebuilt it again.Pretend to be strong.It was just a dissimulation .
This feeling chasing me every steps that i take,every state of mind i thought,every breath i inhaled.
Oh god,i don't know what to do anymore.
