I guess im being a coward,running away from the road im facing by sleeping my whole days without doing anything like a doll who long died just to forgetting the road im facing
,accompanying by the tired tears flooded like rain water and confusion who surrounds me.Even my parents already tired of me of my presence and seems dont care about me much anymore.
i guess i have psychology issue,i need to cure myself,i need to end this.This miseryness contaged me.Or is it because exam that was held every damn 2 weeks,and all day and night i have to make myself busy with school ,extra classes and tuition at the same time. i felt like breaking down every pieces of it and burned it alive.My parents seems dont understand the exhaustion im facing,the urge of doing what i mostly dont want to.And how unfair it is that i have to confront it rather than other kid who can just enjoying their 15 years old life gigantically and used their parent's money to buy whatever clothe they like.I'm sleepless,im tired,im hungry.Im just sick of this fucking fucking life that made my knees trembled tiredly.
It's unfair,i dont want to face the road.I dont want,i dont want.I don't like being in this state,I dont want to be like this.i can't help it,i can't change myself,even how much you tired having me as your daughter.
