So I've been sitting in front of computer , actless . This relationship thingy is so powerful ,it's actually controls people's mind. Maybe this jokes are getting too far .I watched Easy-A and intended to follow the main character , out of boredom. Lies is really powerful , it conquered one's mind completely . I laughed silently ,hidden in my smiles , and pretended it was true all the way .

Lol.

I never know when's the time anyway , to actually falls in those traps ,crachets ,cages that are so mind-blinding. Love is such a joke , sometimes.

Seeing couples with gazing eyes , blushing cheeks ,and holding hands .. Totally deprived my presence. Is there such feelings in me?

So there goes my life , going with the flows and people ,it's like a rush of waves ,totally swept me.

The blue clouds are so fine , it's an advantage to sit near the window.

I see nothing worst than to sail this universe without you

If only I can peek people's thought .

I still can hear the school's bell in my box of mind , when all it does is fading away the imaginations i'm trying to create.Time is like a loaded gun . School days are restless , I can't even explore my dreams in my sleep .When all I wanted to meet is the guy in my dream ,the faceless guy , he had succeed to possesed my so called "felt belonging" feelings,eventhough I don't actually know the face. It is so pathetic .

Sub-Science .I am still feeling wavery on my decisions. Everytime people asked me what I want to be ,can I say "I want to be myself" instead? ,and not the high status that the societies eager to hear?