Wednesday, March 30, 2011
Saturday, March 26, 2011
A song for the sun
Friday, March 25, 2011
I found out that piano is such an enchanted instrument.The symbolism of sorrow and clarity really caught me , I craved for it honestly. But I never affords it .
It seems that my dream is far away , far away even my eyes can't caught the sight of it. Blurred in total confusion. There are invinsible walls in my reality , caught up with the same perception , my conditions stop me .I want to be heard honestly ,but it seems that my voice is inaudible .It's like I'm just an outcast in a particular film. I'm almost sick with people's echo ,that's like a wave stuck in my head .But when I turn my back on them ,guiltness possessed me.
There's a time of the month when I had my PMS and everybody seems hateful .and everything seems apocalyptic.
Thursday, March 24, 2011
Saturday, March 19, 2011
Homeworks untouched .There goes myself , lying in a bed stucked with tonsil's fever.
Indonesia's trip was fine , learn how to be grateful eventually.
When people opened up topic about love , I was like "what is love? Is that some kind of food ? " and laughed myself out, alone. Well to be exact , I love myself more ,mighty Allah and my parents .it's not worth it to pour down the strong feelings to such person that in the end will eventually litter it away . But in the end , I'm just a clueless teenager who don't really know what love is.
Indonesia's trip was fine , learn how to be grateful eventually.
When people opened up topic about love , I was like "what is love? Is that some kind of food ? " and laughed myself out, alone. Well to be exact , I love myself more ,mighty Allah and my parents .it's not worth it to pour down the strong feelings to such person that in the end will eventually litter it away . But in the end , I'm just a clueless teenager who don't really know what love is.
Thursday, March 17, 2011
Thursday, March 10, 2011
can i take you ,take you higher?
My life went so fast .Full of acceleration and momentum (there goes my Physics -.-), and I tried ,tried so hard to follow the flow that brings me God-knows-where . It's been so fast,exhilarating with great energy, that I can't really understand what I'm going through. And how bitter to swallow the fact that I failed 2 subjects and gets a B on my English.
Separations and tears are a part of what it is now . I'm almost immuned to that , that's why I'm not really affected . Meeting in the same direction but splits on the corner of the road , it's a cycle of life really .So I don't see why I have to shred tears.That salty yucky liquid that runs down from my cornea.It's disgusting, and it brings pain to my entire soul , pours down my misery and chocked down my motivation. So I don't need them when afterall all it does is taking away my liveliness.
*what happened to me? all this positiveness 0.0 but afterall im sure this wont last long ,knowing who i am.this is creepy seriously.. lol
Sunday, March 6, 2011
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