I guess cramming my throat for explanations is worthless, when you beholds the ego all in your mind . Maybe the ties between us isnt that strong as I expected when your faith just faded away.
Fitting in with some social cults are not easy as what I pictured , it sucks. I appreciate the people who does notice me smiling my cheek out, but no I can dig your eyeball out and make a soup and give the cats in the street to eat if you look me up and down.
So my play-girl looks totally deceived so many people, I'm still a virgin in love.No history of exs or boyfriends at all. Sad, I know.
