Cursing seems to be like a therapy.It heals my furyness and anger management pretty well.Exams was devastating. I have lost count of paper I destructed.
If this is how love concreted my mind with agony , I'll choose unloved instead.I never wanted pain leads me after a long hour of sleep , it's just out of my definitions.There was no vacancy to the pain , I never allowed such thing to make me weak. It's uninvited and conjure.
Ego is what I'll lead in my perspective of love now , I'll rather be sadistic than being hurt.Well precisely he just killed my old self that believes a love like Twilight-pile-of shits existed
