Electrifythoughts.

I am a quitter.All I see is some kind of dead ends and fullstops. Maybe I think there is no amusement in anything.All the interest just falls like the hair of a cancer people going through a chemotherapy.
Chemotherapy has it's own funny way of existing too, it's like love literally. It hurt , hurt , hurt to the very core of pain.And it's stupid how I can't feel the pain and how I can't help anything and let my ear hear all those cries.
And the dreams , how I always thought sleeping and dreaming is the greatest things in this life that God had inhabit us.But I hope I can't sleep at all if I had to have those dreams.Those fucked up emotional dreams.