When everything is unheard, I only had this blog and this blog alone.
It's not the same like telling to someone, because they never vision themselves in my position, or just shrug at it telling it would all be fine. I wish they were true all they way but I'm still in darkness or so what I thought.
Since the most important person in my life had the most important stuff to worry about in the back of their mind, I'm just insignificant nano-problem to them.
And that feeling just let out pain in your throat. I stumble upon darkness and I'm so lost determining my future, let alone thinking I just screwed up the biggest important exam in my whole life.
I'm a piece of fucking cake. I stumble upon myself in the mirror and cursed "You're a fucking crybaby cunt". I mean I'm seventeen , people had their direction planned out and support from the love one. I only had this blog.A goddamn blog.
