If only cancer was just a zodiac sign, I would get horoscopes every month in any magazines, knew how my love life would be, and predicted my lucky star and my financial situation would be. If only cancer was just a zodiac sign, I would not have to face my mother soggy from the chemo and pale from the radiotherapy. I would not stumble upon chapped and faded lips, dried voices, and soulless eyes. I would not wake up everyday wondering if my mother would be at my wedding if i ever getting married. I would not wake up everyday wondering if I ever see her high spirited faces. I would not wake up everyday shivering from the nightmares of losing her. If only cancer was just a zodiac sign.
