Verily, with every hardship comes ease” (Qur'an, 94:6).

Foundation in Law, International Islamic University Malaysia.
Deep breath, this is the road I've taken and know that there will be no turning back. I was struggling with self blamed, envy of my other friends who gotten place in university, while I feel utter loser never knowing what I want to do with my life, a bit suicidal after what I went through after the love of a mother was lost and an attention from a father that never return. I thought I was all alone.
But Allah exists. And I need no one.

It's been 10 months, and I was wondering like a beggar for purpose. What was it that I want again? Which road again?
 Eighteen drought with this life saltiness, seeking for parents love,guidance that never exist, seeking for objectives . Perhaps if I dissapears no one actually notice.





 I miss you mum, it hurts