It's always nightime in my life, always a reversed. Years after years I found myself dreaming and wandering less and less, it's like there are huge walls constricted in the middle.
There are always a void , an empty cell or space in my heart, while I constantly disallow any form of affection that go through within.I thought, the love in front of my eyes are partly disenganged, I began to have a mindset "what's the point?" My life is always a void from any attention, but I'm greatful enough to have a shelter on my head and a 2 times meal to fill my stomach, eventhough there's not much of affection,guidance, any sort. Alhamdulilah, I'm still greatful, as it is.
I'm looking forward for the future, be it a raging sea or a calm pond.
