Probably I have to start running on my own track , eventhough this very own feet is very sore and tired.I should thrive.Despite that words will never overtake my actions. Virtue is high , high up to reach, i'm down below the gravity.

My parents are finally going to Makkah this October.Praise to Allah.

Lesbian moment.

Jasmine Van Den Boegard/Birdy

The anonymous guy in my dream . A beautiful human , probably he is made of from paintings , illusions.Every atoms , molecules, compound of his skin probably meant to sparkle.His skin makes me cry.His beauty is indescribable.

If you want , we can be passionately in love like John and Yoko , Sid and Nancy or maybe Romeo and Juliet . Just let me sure that I'm losing contact with reality first and I'll be meeting you in the garden of paradise.

-___- okay that's hardcore.

Feel your eyes of malice
Like a bullet through my heart
So unkind
Words,
Like gasoline,
Burn a hole into heaven
Then rain down on me
Everything falls apart

-Officially loving the song.

That strange , odd years , where I filled my time directionless , dreaming and drifting.

When I'm on the edge of consciousness , the bubble in my head shattered.

When all those moments become the food of thoughts , it makes me crawl.

Your weird attractiveness is just an accessories

You leave you're very own presence that lingers around my life and the real you just dissapears like a wind. It gave me a slight ache since I never share dreams with anyone.Now I'm surrounded by reality.

Even in a crowded place , hollowed out with the same silicon smile , I clutched with my other-self eventhough they are not in contact. Gripping with the music to stand up again if I fall.

Life's puzzling , like addmath . Even the right is wrong.I never will please their understanding.Communications seem not to be a good idea with their plastic self-righteous.Admitted to be one of the pious people , look at you're reflection , does it show?

Egoness are in your blood vines.

Fearless are definitionless , I don't know how to soar when there's a wall around me.

Promises.Everything I did have reasons.If you are spitting you're blame on me , you're just swimming with you're own insecurities. Faith seems not to be the subject in yourself anymore which I thought it lives with you. Face the problems , I'm insignificant for everything.

Let's change our roads , and twist the mole around.

It's like ancient love that won't outgrow. They say they knew love , the laughter feels like it echoes to me.The present of the person just itch so slight , I have nobody . While I swam in the sea of catastrophe , there's just homonculus that lead my path .

I'll cross the drowny ocean myself .