Wednesday, March 11, 2009

shit---

Hi.Sorry i didnt update so long.

I'm fed up with my internet connection.It's really gotten worst.The connection is slow and when i waited soo loong it says "connection interrupted" again.How stupid is that.I really thought Wiimax is a lot better than Streamyx.But it's a lot dumber.Ahhh,babi---

So today is Canteen Day at my school,hope to eat last year's Carbonara but i cant.Well,when i wanted to buy food all shop is closed and out of stock.What the heck.Must've been the Form 1 finish it up.Daamn.Speaking about form 1,Zakhwan wants the girls to go along next week.I dont know about that,but i really wanted to watched Dragonball Evolution.Cuz i know i cant watch it with Aida because Aida wouldnt like that kind of story.Haha.And i dont mind ,really.Lot of girls who dont watch anime wouldnt interested in this kind of story since it's based on the anime.But my classmate Imran said he wants to.But i dont know if i follow them or not.

Akma asked me to though,but she wants to hang out with her crush also.I dont know about that,you see i have problem with people that i dont know.People like in myspace who wore fashionable clothe and social a lot.I'm not like that.I dont care people called me not socializing with outside world or whatever.I'm just being myself,you see.
And since akma is social type of girl,i'm not quite sure about that.I dont want to be categorized like Akma.But i'm not hating her.In fact,i like to talked to her.I dont know ,really.I figured out myself later.

Got new student at my class,her name is Xiu Ting if i'm not wrong.Well,i do said hi to her cuz everyone greet her.Well,at least i said something right.But she's a bookworm and a quite type.Despite that i'm a loud type but just some times and in class only.
Haven't i already told you?
Yeah,i nearly forgot.Last saturday,there is Taekwando.And woaah,the guy that taught me is pretty good looking,I think that he's a mix.But he'as a bit fatand a bit old to me.So,nevermind---
=.='.And i've got no transport and freaking me out and i dont have syiling to called my mom.I go in a rush cuz i woke up late and there i am, stucked in trouble.But thank god,someone so good hearted and soo soo well kind has helped me.Her name is Intan form 3 i guess.She's in the same bus as i am last year,and particularly i know her.So,i just asked her like "Duduk ss7 ,kn?"and then she say yes .And a couple of second i asked her whether i can take a lift or not.Then she automaticly say yes.Thank goodd!i thought i walk to home.But i dont speak much with her since i dont really know her then.WEll,she does talk to me ,asked me like that.And closed story.

Crush,crush,crush.Ok,i meet new guy!His name is Nicholas and he is Form 4 and he is prefect.He has a baby face and when he's smile;i melt.Ok dot.Well,i think he is pretty popular,Alissa has liking him last year and i started liking him this year.But ,i dont want to keep hope anymore!!
I'm just tired of liking and letting them go without effort of mine.It just isnt fair.Reality is being unfair.I'm not pretty,i'm not smart.And people like that wouldnt looked at me even once.And i just have to accept that i dont have any special boyfriend in my entire life.And that's it.I don't have money to go saloon to fixed me up right,or even surgery.Ooouuhh.

Nothing much happened.My brother;Wafi will get his SPM result tomorrow.I wonder how much he will got.And yeah,Aida's sister also,rightt?Well,best of luck.Just pray for god and that's the only solution.

Ok,closed.