I'm so emotional nowadays.It's because of my exams resultlt.I got B a lot and a D.I'm not stressing about that,just i'm the lowest mark in class and i'm afraid that my kedudukan kelas will decrease.And i dont want that happen,i may labelled stupid.I am though.As long as i maintain from 10 to 20.It's more than enough.Well,to be frank i almost cried but i just dont.Cuz i'm just tired feeling all sad and depress like this.
this.I didnt expect my BM will get the highest,i'm not showing off but i'm surprised.Maybe because i do solat hajat night before the exam.God's power,yes.Well,alhamdulillah.But it's only 76 no biggie deal.I wanted to get at least one A though.To think of it,my other subject is just sucks.I wish my English is A.And yeah,tomorrow i will get my Science paper.I think i will get a C or a D or maybe fail.Who knows.I think i need to attend tuition,i'm not paying attention to my studies.
I return to my own self lately.Hearing screamo song.Well,for some people they might think it's noisy.But it's rather enjoyfull especially when i'm in stress mood.Imran had influences me a lot.
But of course,i wouldnt be like my own self,who is almost in emo mood 24 hour and dressed emoishly.That's just immature because we are humans.Every humans have to go through that situation like being sad,in problem.It's a process to growing up.We just have to face it,calmly and just following the rhythm of life.Owh shit,i'm lecture like an old makcik .But yeah,i tried to train myself for being a positive person.Cuz i've been thinking negatively lately.Just don't kill yourself,people.Many people wanted to live in the war at Gaza.While we killing ourself.That's not right.
So that's it , sometimes i really annoyed with my friends.I dont want to said her name cuz she might realize and let her realize herself.She been shouting and not talking properly.And she doesnt really treat me nicely while she's with another friend of her.That's fake.Aini also has mentioned about her attitude.Well,let see when she will stop this attitude.Cuz i might get pissed and angry so much that no one ever see me so mad if she still keep this attitude.
Zakhwan and Imran others invited me to go hang out at OU when the March holiday.But Zakhwan intend to asked the form 1 girls to go along.HELL NO! I hate my junior,cuz they are annoying and seems like wanted to get attention from the senior.Like those freaaking ad*****,ne*** and those kind of girl.Akma hated them too,ans she asked to hang out seperately if they invited them.I dont know,i'm afraid Akma will bring along her famous;preppy and i will be so damn dont-know-what-to-do and i feel like i'm not suitable for that kind of group cuz i hated them.But no,i dont hated Akma though.I'll think about it cuz i planned to go times square with aida and going to sunway lagoon.I just dont know,too many suggestion.I just think about it later.
I guess i talked too much.this post is really long i guess cuz i haven't revies my life in this whole week.
