Today got exam Science.It's a shame but i'm crying for the first time in school.I study and study but the effort go to waste.And Sejarah,well alhamdulilah i can make it.But Science i think i failed them eventhough it's not that hard but my mind went blank when i do it.And i'm the last person to send the paper.And i'm the first person to be checked at the same time at the test.Well to be shorten,everyone looked Cikgu Sani checking my test.And everyone looked at me and saying "youve got many wrongs ,i think you failed them".Well,a normal person can be stressed because it's a shame thing.So i felt so deppressed and just let it out.But i'm not crying hard.Just like less than five minute.Thanks to Mimi,Aini and Akma cuz comforted me eventhough i dont need it.
I dont know whats wrong with ___ now,i dont hate her,but just sometimes i'm kinda annoyed by her attitude.She just doesnt understand me.But still i'm being hypocrite again,i just acted like it's nothing wrong.
Whatever.So what if i failed Science ?.I'm not borned for them.But i'm really dumb to mistaked the part of the tongue.I just can't figured out salty and the sweet part of the tongue.
Tmorrow,i've got to follow mama to Melaka.Eventhough i didnt want because in Saturday ,i've got Taekwando and tomorrow i got English test.But i've to go,mama been forcing me.My test isnt finished 100% yet.Math and English is not done yet.Well,to be honest i dont really care what my result looks like.I'm dumb,and it's the fact.I can change it no more.
My connection sometimes failed.I dont know whts wrong with wiimax.Stuupid.Maintenance in the middle of the night where i always using internet?You must be kidding me.I really missed Aida for sure.I somekind need her,it's a shame for us to be in a different school.And in fact,i'm going to moving.Why my fate is going to be like this?And to be honest,i'm no good at new people.They are just i dont know doesnt seem to understand me and think that i'm a total freak.I bet they would think like that.Because i cant be friendly and cant introduce myself like "Hai.Nama saya Khairunnisa,nama awk?".I really really can't do that,forgive me for being borned like this but i really don't.Instead of being like that i always like "Ah?Urr?" and just like that and *nods* * nods*.
And i'm not being an emo.I'm being like this for a reason.Just dont judge me when you dont even know me.
I'm Out.
