There's only 2 weeks remain time for me to stay in this Selangor state.
I dont go to school today for revision reason and i'm not in the mood because of yesterday but i only revise like half an hour and then i close the book.I dont know what will happen to me in exam time.It's only left 4 days for me to revise more than 20 topic all together.I am doomed.
Nonetheless,i should just make the exam ,i dont care the result anymore because i wouldnt know them anyway.And just look forward for my new life in Malacca. Abah have been putting air cond in my new room and i paint the room with turqoise colour.It all depends later.I just felt this happen just in a wink of an eye.
I talk a long hour with Aida yesterday.Talking about yesterday,i upset with Aini.She's not the one i'm looking for all this while.My problem is maybe well you may think i'm childish.But to me,it does really hurt me.She firstly upset with Amirah because Amirah said that she accidently tell aini's secret.Well,her fault too because why she bother tell her secret to someone like that instead of me?!I get upset because i didnt know the secret.After all,i think she's the closest friend in my school.This is unfair.When Amirah told me,i just said what i want.I dont care what your heart feels like.What about my heart?Just left them rotten because of your act?Don't kidding me.
And after all,all i tell all those unsatisfied feeling at Aida.She 's the trustful person in my whole life now.But reality force me to separate from her.Reality is unfair.But seriously i hope the exam will past quickly.I can't stand,i felt insecure.Especially Science,i'm weak at that subject and Geografi too.Well,let's just say that i've got C or D for that subject or maybe an E.Who knows,i'm not smart.
Last Sunday,well i go out with Aida and Anis.Despite that Anis will going to Matrix to further her studies.I hope she's ok in there.And i felt pity for Aida because her sister left her ,i will left her too.And she said she's not in the good mood with Chai Yee,her friend.But what can i do?I hope we will still keep in touch.Unlike my old friend,i've never made a contact with them.But since Ili spread the news about my moving plan,somebody did gave respond that is Nik.It's ackward because she's never greet me or anything.
I just dont care about the result.Sorry for repeating this many times.I want to erase my worryness.I will not get an A's,but at least god ,70 ++ will do.Except,miracle happens.
KHAIRUNNISA.
