Damn,tomorrow's school.Up until now i cant adjust my sleep time.Insomniatic problems,please go away.
And again i have to face those days,arguing with the melancholic.I dnt wnt to show my typical mood that will upset my mother,she want me to be happy but i cant.I dont even have friends to talk to honestly in school.And i cant focused on my study,i dnt know why,especially science.I ended up sleeping from sleepless night.My typical behaviour,and soon or later i will be crying over my grades if i keep this on.
I keep and keep daydreaming,let myself indulge into those unfaithful fantasy.I keep reading shojou that's involves smut.Eventhough i hate it,it's not what reality should be though.There's no guy would love me as what i am and would sincerely lingered to my skin.Pathetic.The perfect words to describe me.
