Sorry for not updating for this whole 3 days.
So again like always,i'm in my old house again.I just wasted my day that was actually spent for meeting friends or etc but i went to follow my sister and parents going Carefour and Mid Valley.I
regretted following my sister to her reunion,i thought we will watch some movies,but we didnt.She talked all the way,left me behind,bored and confused.It's not her fault anyway.
I didnt puasa today,period.But i was like one of them who puasa.Because the first thing i do when i woke up,i went to the fridge and there was nothing.I only ate biscuits and mineral water just to fill my stomach,i have to wait them open fast and that time only i can eat proper food.
Tomorrow i will go back and all.Somehow,i felt like trapped .Because all i can see is forest forest and forest.There's a few store,but only a few,i say.People there is soo unopen-minded at all,i'm not mocking them.But my teacher,my history teacher,too much philosophies.He says malay people nowaday immitate American too much;like wearing jeans and all.So what,are you expected us to wear baju kurung 24 hours.Shheesh.Even my mom and father wearing one.It's a universal pants,duhh.
I'm so sorry Aida,knowing that you're so bored at this free Saturday,i would have asked you to meet and spent time with me,but i didnt.
I've got many folios to settle before Raya came.And got this sivik presentation,we have to create our own country,own song,and all that.My teacher free willingly allowed students to brought any kind of music instrument.I dont know if i have to bring my guitar,because you know when i bring it,people there will throw many kinds of thoughts at me with my tudung image and all.And my ustaz said,music is haram in Islam,in many ways,including the instrument that involved using finger.I dont know where he get that from.But i think ,why not?It's not really sinful right?
So i decided not to bring it,they will act like they had never seen guitar before if i bring it.So we just sing the song with the no music like most people do.It's not our own anyway,i've got no inspiration to write about patriotic song.So i choose Here in My Home.
