"No internet after midnight!".
She slamed the door hard letting me stoned and numb staring the checkered floor and sighed deeply.She choose the stern action over me.Jeez.
And so i've been cared with full discipline because of my no-sleep-onlining amnesia.I dont like to be control though.But wht else cn i do?
Going to school with typical mood,and typical situation ,and typical people.My friend for a sudden storied about death and world ends,and it totally make my hair stand.Frankly,i dont want to die.
Even if i hate my reality,i dont want to feel the painful of the separating soul and body,and have to go through all alone.And the punishment for the sin that i have done.I cnt let go my enermous fear of it.
:] cool.
