The greatest bom atom Hiroshima is hitting with tension wildly,confused,and disoriented.Final exams coming like 2 weeks more.I bearly didnt know anything,as the noise in the class that's driving the wrong attention instead of the teacher,the great sleepiness i hardly bear, and the feeling of reject for focusing really make my interest go dim.
I hardly recognize im actually wake nowadays,i slept a lot and found myself woke up at 4 am.But somehow,the tempting of the computer and the guitar educe me out.
My actual close friend at school,keep telling me how strange i am compare to the people in this place,this school.She said they are typical,caring their beauty and gossiping.I rather sat in my place,think deeply alone and imagining than join them with their non-upgrading minded,and so i thought.
And also,i didnt understand the stares that he gave me everytime we bump each other,he's just a typical playboy that seeks for lust that is all.
I miss Aida,her cheer laugh and smile that makes my day,the courage that always make me think rasionally.I wonder,in the next 10 years or so ,would we still in this current relationship?I'm not doubting her,but times change us all.
Huuhh-,if this entry column really alive,it must be tired of me whining over 150 post.Those entry i made,most of them are unhappy.I cant go out from that cage,that nest that trapped me down,yes reality sometimes can be tiring.Will there be any of the opposite one of it,someday,somehow?
