I'm reading again a psychological type of manga,with many tabs rowed in the browser of the internet-window,6.12 am.Oh where's the takbir raya?i havent hear it yet.
I stalked many people in nets,trying to look beautiful at once picture,hmm a typical teenage who just want to get noticed i thought.What do they get in return anyway,how boring.I don't have a clue why,i want to bury a feeling that is something not-common,unique or just extraordinary.
I watched 2012,with a shivering emotion,tighten my grip to handle my fearness,with a teary eyes.I'm afraid of the end,the sins that i commited so far,the separation from the love ones.The individuality to confront God,the judgment on our akidah,the souls that separated away from the body.It quivering me,even if i scream it echoes back somehow.
This person that appeared firstly on my notification on the worldwide social web,facebook.Woke me from blindness,i have realized a bit from feeling faithless over bunch of pretty and rich human that's totally opposite from me,realized me on how to be free from the sighing soul,on how to lived a life.
I hope there's still faith in me,to continue walk on this road,to find a way out from this maze,Insya-allah.
