"Dan bila kau tiba aku hilang dari kewujudan/And when you appeared,i lost my existence"
The words lingered in mind,,lefting me wondering ,i do have this kind of feeling but to whom?
My days passed lifelessly.Wihout much livedly i undulge myself in my dreamless sleep,where i just lay like a corpse.I'm at the place i'm forced to live in,it's like a faint and lifeless feeling whenever i set my foot on this place,it's like i've been cursed or something.Not to mention,i have to lived 13 months more in this place.
I was at the back at my mom's car,she talked about college and finance with my brother.Like always,i'm not my parent's first priority.I was gazing to the village scene outside the window while listening to an acoustic music,with my heavy eyelids.Wondering something that crossed my imagination line.
I'm freakingly lifeless.
