I tried to dream today,i somehow force myself to stop the energy flow in this body,this head drown in unconsciousness.My soul been take from my body temporary,like he said.I failed again somehow.No dream,no illusion,nothing.Ahh where that pretty boys that i had in my dream long,long ago.Where I sat in a green pavement,with the wind brushing my hair,and there he go,so vivid and real.I woke up feeling frustrated,my hope just die.I'm being lunatic again.
He who said the phrase,that any boys or man wouldnt say that to me.My first ever phrase,i was speechless .Eventhough I can sense it from the start.Hmm,i don't want to faint your heart because you're being too nice to me more like my brother or a friend.This heart doesnt beat too long,i guess no one to beat it back somehow.But just watch and see,how far this will go on,it just fate can tell the ending.So chill out :)
He is like an open book,who freely gave his knowleadge to me , his words stung me and opened my eyes for the first time."Life is simple" is what he said ,just follow the simple rules and we'll be at the heaven.
I keep lefting my prayers lately,and doing back my habit again.This devilish voices somehow whisper to me and posses me ,slowly rotten me like i'm an orange that's got rotten little by little by bacteria that spreading it's illness.
Dear God,please washes my ugly sides that somehow will conquer and contage me.
