"No,please don't go away from my life,you're my drugs to cure this broken soul"
This phrase echoing in my mind,tightened my grip and closed my eyes.Somehow he's the reason i lived,I started to learn to step with my own feet in this real world.He makes me alive,existed,subsist,breath.
I open my eyelid and s sighed , after looking at the unreply message,waiting and waiting like a doll waiting in a toys shoppe,waiting for her owner to pick her up to their new home,.Is his heart ached because of my true feeling to him?Is my words distracted his mind and left him with a great dissapoint lingering around his soul?
I'm not rejecting him,or threw what he felt as if a bunch of expired cake into a dustbin full of rubbish.This kind of person,appeared in my life just once ,there will never a single human who have thoughts like a deep ocean like him,and a words that risen up my courageness,to live again and walk this chaotic life.
