Friday, December 18, 2009

Crossing boundaries.

I really wanted to run from this family,this place.This world that my soul have placed in a ordinary looking girl body.Placed in this chaotic family,who argued about finance and bills,hardly even recognized my existence,my desire.I'm like living in a box,im trapped in the middle of sounds and fury.

Ahh,what am i chasing?All the unsure,the invincible arrow?That future canvas,i hoped to see it,with a curved smile on my face,seeing with my own eyes,my own happy ending.And through those sigh and lies within myself in a sacket ,a huge sacket that i carried too far,until my legs dropped on the dirty soil on a rowdy road.

I wish i can scream my hearts out just like when i used to feel the adrenaline when riding the rollercoaster like last week.My mind is pretty messed up right now.