Friday, December 18, 2009

doubt.

Lying on a carpet in front of the un-off tv,playing a random advertisement.I lay helplessly on a green carpet,with no one in the house in the wet ,cloudy evening.Her voice with guilt saying apology,calling me while i was still in a dreamless dream,my mind still suffocating back then.
I just replied with a glad but weak voice.Just erased your guilt,no our guilt, and just bury it.
And she said she was dreaming of my last breath in this world,and she woke up crying.
Do we have a sixth sense,or soul connection,Aida?haha XD

My dissapoinment increased like a lava going up to the highest level of volcano,after knowing i have to stuck in a 3 wholesome family holiday.And erased the long-planned comicfiesta where i can see cosplayers lingering around the hall,and a jpop song that run through my ear amplify.Ahh,that scene locked in my mind.But it all turns to dust,when i heard the rejection by the queen of family.