Throw all your blames on me,I accepted better than not knowing what you keep marinade in your heart.I'm like an annoying mosquitos that buzzing near your ears,you should slap me alive instantly.I dont have to even existed your life,maybe.I'm a bother to you.I just wanted to be with you,sincerely ,with my heart singing to it's pride to even sat beside you,and see your curved smile and your bright laughter.
Maybe i demand and depend on you too much that it troubles you.
If only i can tore this ignorance feeling in myself,and killed it alive with a sharp knife in my hand stabbing to it's last breath.I should go back to Melaka,with no one d to even speak with,spending my time in that dull spacious room,laying on the bed while staring on that dull ceiling,just like myself.
Shut.
