Wednesday, October 13, 2010

This fun and lively song turns so bitter.

My feeling is down, down,down to the core of the earth.The fact that i don't have that kind of attention or emphasis,solicitude, is bleaching my tears out.Now i can seize it,im no longer important.I can may be selfish holding this thoughts or perhaps immature in regards.I can't help it,
I didnt feel we are actually soul mate .I have to stick in my mind that ,time change us,you meet new people that perhaps was not fragile and boring like me.I must convince myself to act natural with you and kept hiding what i felt.Because that's the thing i used to do all this while.Listening and listening to you without having myself to be expressed, left me with your excuses when i tried to get along with you,and always found out im the only one who initiatived to keep in touch.
Okay,sorry,i could not bother you anymore.you are busy,im so sorry.