annyeong.

hello hello.

I'll tell you what happen when last time i update my blog.

• I go to PD again and i cut my hair and i dislike it.
• i've caught a cold and right now my cold isnt well 100% yet
• i've got ulser in my bottom of my mouth which is killing me right now

That's all.It's not ,much.Today i will go out with Aida only to Sunway.Yes,we only both.I try to invite my other friend but they cannot.And eventually there is anime and comic fiesta today but the entrance is expensive so i cannot go.But owh well,i'll try to buy some fluffy toys at animetech cuz dalilah told me it was cheap.Thanks to mama cuz she gave me 50 ringgit.I cant believe my mom will give me easily,thanks very much mama.Sometimes i dont think my mom are too bad.I'm so weird,my parents keep buying expensive things nowadays.From LCD tv to a new laptop,also xbox guitar electric and scanner.Whoooaaa,i dont know where my parents got money.As abah will 'naik pangkat' as leftenan.Allhamdulilah.

And yes,school are going to start and also nightmare are going to start.I'm turning 14 and hmmm,i dont know what my destination will be in future.Of course,i dont want to be doctor and sepangkat denganya lah.I'm not interested.I just dont know.I know music cant bring living expenses to us.I just dont know.And yeah,the same thing will hapen like this year,and i'm suffer from loneliness.i hope aini and aidil can accompany me at least.
Next year,i'm planning to do a cover at youtube.Insyallah.I know my voice didnt reach the good level ,to be shorten it sucks.But i give it a try or at least i will be playing guitar only.Wish me luck.

Talking about anime,Darker than black are going to start this month.Yeay new anime on animax!Yesterday,i called Ili.She become even more otaku!Omedeto!haha,i really am glad that she become the real otaku not a poser one of course.And i'm glad that i have one added on my friend list which is otaku other than Dalilah, and my old friend Izyuandi.
I've read the whole Love Monster.The storyline is sooo great eventhough it have a hentai scene.But at least,the guy is supeeeerrr Hooooottt!!Eventhough it has many fantasy in it,but it's so great how much the demon king wnt to save his lover which is white crow.ahhh~~sudeki.But how much i think,there will no shoujo like story in my life ,isn it?
This is just my fate.

Owh well,i think i've talked a lot right now.Jane.

Animefreak :3,
Icha Yoshioka.

Sentimental Value.

Once again,bloggers.

My situation now is totally blank.My life now is totally lifeless.I mean,i sleep and i eat and i sleep again and i online,and i anime-ing and so on repeating all this stuff.I want something new,something challenging.But all i can see is the repeated dull life.Yeah,same goes if i go to school.Totally damn boring.To think of it,i see everyone have boyfriends,i mean i dont feel that kind of feeling.And that doesnt mean i want.I mean is whats the point if they couple but has no true love inside it.They are just want to show off how fashionable or good looking the boyfriend is to the people.I'm not trying to jiwang or whtever.But,why?there's no point.And why those people want so much attention?Why these people always care about their image?And why those people dont have any--Ahh!forget about it.But i seriously dont get with them.Especially people on myspace.They have aching my eyes nowadays.

And me?Everyday and every single time,i was been tortured.My parents nagging about problems and house and and many other adult problem.And also nagging at me for being lifeless.
What do you expect?I dont have nothing to do with these bloody-hell holiday.My father is busy with work.And my mother always cuddly-cuddly-ing wafi and busy with her decoration and also busy naggig at me.Kaktin is busy with her medic college and sometimes swept me from my room which is her room too to study.Yat busy with her xbox and playing with her stupid cousin himself.Whaddya expect?And me ;everyday open myspace eventhough i didnt like and lmost vomited from seeing the sickening people in it.And drooled over bishonens who is more handsome than the goat-face guy who's perasan that he's hot in myspace.Huuuuu~reality reality.Eat shit and die ok,for the guy i mentioned before.

I've watched Nodame Cantabile the drama version.Afterall,i want it so much to enter music school myself.I've requested from mama,and mama raised her voice saying that's work is not gonna pay my living expenses when i grow up.And she says its only gonna waste time and asked me to study until finish high school.I mean that is my only dream and only what i'm capable of.Science and mathematics?i'm just sucks at it.No ones understand me,no one and no one.
;sigh.

And yeah im listening to the honey and clover to soothing my mad mind right now.

Reality is really harsh nee,Raito-kun?(nevr mind me;i''m fatasizing again)


Animefreak :3,
Icha Yoshioka.

i've repeated my bad habit again.

i woke up facing my anime posters on the wall next to my bed and knowingly it's already 5pm."oh my gosh",that's what i first said.I would be dead because i left zohor.My head spinning and my body felt heavy,i deserve it for staying out late.I quickly go to the bathroom with my hair bed.And there was a mirror and i saw my eyebags getting bigger.I deserve this,i said it again and again.And thus,i sigh.

In the night,i argued with my brother.He always assumed me and mama always by his side.And i thought that was unfair.Why do i have to respect him,i thought.He started the arguiment though.Thisis unfair.Yeah,i admit i was a bit egoish.My mom has her 'anak emas' which is wafi.And abah got his too which is yat.And me?I'm independent including my sister.So like i dont hell care.What that supposed to be my business?

And anyway,there was this guy adding me.I approved him,after all.I dont even know him though.And he greet me saying that he attract by my interest.So i was like ..ok.He says she likes poems.And he suddenly put me in his top friends though he has tons of frien list.Weird,isnt it.I don't mind if he wants to know me.


I'm currently waiting for my hana yori dango to stream.Duuhhh~it troubles me a lot.
And i'm reading special A.


And one word.I think one of my friends has mentioned about which i forget who.But,i really didnt like a person who is photographer-wannabe's.and yes,i didnt like the people in myspace who seek attentioncy by editing their picture to look sexy,cute,handsome or whatever but in the fact they are not.So i advise you all that dont get too 'perasan' .I really fuckin hate that.And i think i should delete my acc cuz too meluat from seeing a myspac users has a big amount of them has become like that and me;i dont like to labelled the same as them.So shut the hell up :D.


Bye bye.

Animefreak :3,
Icha Yoshioka.

hari raya aidiladha.

Hello.I've already got my guitar electric!!I'm so happy like hell!Thanks to abah,he buy it for me eventhough i always fought with him.Domou arigato.It's black in colour with amplifier.It is second hand so its pretty cheap.The price is 450.Many says its cheap.I relieved cuz i didnt buy the plug in guitar.Its expensive and not worth.So,yeah.I'm pretty happy with it.Today is Raya Aidiladha.This morning i sleep at 7 and aida call me to see the cow but i slept.Sorry.I didnt pray raya also.Silly me.


I stay late watching 14 Sai No Haha.The story tells about a 14 year old girl who's pregnant and decide to born the child.When i watch the story i was like whooo.14 years old?!she's around my age.The actor is Shida Mirai who's acted at Seigi No Mikata.When she acted the 14 sai no haha drama she's 13 only.But she can acted many various of feeling.Impressive.She's so young,this year she's only 15 but she has acte many drama.Haruma Miura also acted at the drama.Kakkoii!!Seriusly,he looks innocent at that drama.But at the Koizora film,he is more handsome~~.Aida agreed with me cuz he looks a bit of Kim Jaejeoong.Haha.He also acted at Bloody Monday which i started to like.




Animefreak :3,
Icha Yoshioka.

Hisashiburi ><

Hisashiburi minna-san~.Hontou ni gomen because i did not update for so long.Many things happen and so i will go through all the day that i didnt update.So be prepared because its gonna be long.


22/11;Reunion 6k is held at Sunway Pyramid so i went with Dalilah and tumpang Azmina and Hus.Eunice and Ili also tumpang them.Arrived at the place and go to TGV to confirm ticket and thus went to KFC to meet people.At first i was like dont know what to do and talk because i'mnot so close with them especially with the 6M.So,i saw Aizat and asked about Aida because she didnt arrive yet since Aida said that he will tumpang her.And suddenly he glare sharply at me.He is weird -.-'.So after a minute Aida came with Nik.I miss her damn so much!.And then we stroll along because the movie the movie is at 1.30.I go to Music shop to but strings and go to animetech to buy mokona keychain.The movie?I can say it's so hell boring.I leave the place at 8.30.My money have finish because i buy many sort of thing.And 'someone' who used to be my friend is so damn annoying,she thinks she's so good enough.I didnt like her.


Another event is when Kaktin graduate at UITM Shah Alam.I went there because mama asked me to go to.It was so hot.I regret coming that place.At first i can enter the hall,but then when i return back from toilet i was blocked by the guard.Stupid guard!I have to wait at outside and
unluckly i dont bring my handphone along.Luckly,mama went searching for me because i did not return .
At the night,i went to Por Dickson.I sta there for a night because Abah have duty and he got an extra room.But i didnt go nowhere because have to rush to Wafi's place.And my family went to take a family picture which i may look horrible and fat.




Dalilah SMS me.She told me that she have a problem.I hope she's ok.I understand with her family problem.She can always tells her problem to me.
AndIzzat call me,asked me and Aida to go out to watch Twilight.But we didnt have money so it was cancelled.But then,Kaktin asked me to go watch the movie with me and with her boyfriend.But for soe reason i felt like i was so menyibuk.But who cares,i want to watch that story so bad.Perhaps i should asked aida along?Hmmm.

Yat got his Xbox,it was so unfair that he used my parents money.So my father asked what i want.I said i want a guitar electric so he said i will get one.But the amount of weight and the amp price is high.It was not worth it because without an amp i cant play it.So mama said instead of that its better to go to a class guitar.I didnt know wht to pick.

Wafi are going to Prom Night Smk Sri Permata.My neighbour who in the same school as mine asked him to go to.Do anything he want.I dont care,cause i'm so not into that kind of thing.

I've got obsess with Guitar Hero,lately.And also i started to interested with Younha ; a Korean and Japanese arttist.And also I've got obsess to anime Bleach.I saw the anime at Remaja @ tv3 and they talk about anime,cosplay and other things that i might like but i didnt get to watch the whole program.Mattaakuu~~ -.-.I didnt expect for malaysian to concern about anime.Usually when they hear anime they will say "enemy?".Teemee!





Animefreak :3,
Icha Yoshioka.

Nothing to do.

I'm glad that i'm started to get up early :D . I rarely to get up early so i'm pretty happy about it.Dalilah called me yesterday,and we had a long talked.I hope her mother wouldnt mind to use so much credit.I miss her so much!And i'm glad that she came tmorrow.Talk about tomorrow's event,i had to manage the reservation,so i called several restaurant and in the end we dont get any reservation so i came up an idea that is to book movie ticket.Since the book entry requires maximum 6 only,so azmina ask to get help for some people.So,yeah.I hope it worked.

Yesterday,i go to tabung haji to send my makcik to go umrah.And when we go back,there's several people fighting.I dont care.My mom and I quickly go to our car.Abah is so talkative about the indian gangsterism because his car has been clamp with an unlogical reasons.Stupid indian and malay.Chinese didnt cause any problm,why are they so noisy?Stupid races.

I've got nothing to do.Maybe i will get some money from abah or mama for tomorrow.At least 20 ringgit will be enough.Actually i want more.But they wouldnt give me for sure.And i'm not interested at shopping clothe.Cause i dont know,the clothe at Sunway Pyramid are just too fashionable for me to wear.And i'm not suitable to wear those kind of clothe.Maybe i will go to Animetech and buy some keychain that Dalilah told me.

My weight are increasing day per day.My weight now is 48/49 and when i asked my friend their weight only like upper that me.So,the observaion is i'm fat.That's the fact.I'm fat and ugly.And i wish i can get a straight hair with a bang just like Nami Tamaki or YUI.Gyaaahhh!!!
I hate my appearance.And i dont even have clothe to wear.My clothe are all too small for me.And i dont like to wear a fit one.I want to borrow kaktin's but my size and her size are same and her clothe is just to fit.I wish i can steal somebosy else body that are thinner than me.=.=.

That's all for now.Sorry for my 'unperfect life' confession.

Animefreak :3,
Icha Yoshioka.

Going out with classmate.

What a day.I only sleep 1 hour because i cant sleep.I goofing around and watch "Sepet" movie until 9 am ,and i sleep for a while.I get up from sleep at 10.30 and get ready because i tumpang aidil.Luckly,her sister dont seem to mind that i always tumpang aidil.So,ok.Besides,her sister is nice and so her mother.And we wait for awhile because aidil's family seems want to go somewhere.And we picked up my classmate at Bintang supermarket.And then we go lah.We arrive like past 12.30 and then we stroll around and we only window shopping cuz the clothe at there is pretty expensive,i think.Like aida said 'touch2 and go'.Haha.We stroll around until past 2.And we waited at cinema because 15 minutes we will watch The Coffin.While we wait at there,there's many chinese guy yang hot gila nak mampus.I recommend aidil like 'dia tu hot gila kan?',Aidil agree with me.And so with Laila.The first one is the guy with her girlfriend with the gray shirt,poor us.But,he are so handsome!!And the second is mine with the shorts and grey shirt also,he looks like Kanata Hongo,seriously!And the third is Laila's with the blue shirt,i dont know if he is malay or not.Be cause he looks like chinese at the same time he looks like malay.So,i just give to Laila lah.Haha.
And then i go to MPH to buy some manga,i buy romantis bas whatever the name is[1 and 2],and Wasabi reset.I wanted so bad to buy the 31 ringgit manga that has imported from japan.But,i'm lack of money.I'm not a rich kid to buy a imported manga.Gyyaaahhh!!!.

We finish the movie at 4 something.I'm really mad at the people at the back of my seat,they always make noise and kick my sit.What the fuck?!The story so far is ok,but not so scary for me.But,i dnt know why i always shout with aidil.Haha.The ghost is not so scary,just the kind of story is like the situation is so slow and nothing scared happen,and suddenly something came up.It's that why i hate about scary movie.The boys like Meor and the others are there also.But Mukhzani didnt came,i dont know why. Akma's boyfriend are here also.

So there it is.So long eh?Gomenasai.Somthing yang make me sick are happening today.I just dont want to write at the blog,because it can cause figting for some people.Maybe today,i will call azmina to discuss about reunion.My money left only 20.How am i supposed to do?

Gyaahh!I hate you money,but at the same time i love you!!!!

Animefreak :3,
Icha Yoshioka.