Am i really doing the right thing?

Konichiwa minna-san!

Today was shocking.Just a little minute ago,i just chat with a total stranger since i've got nothing to do so i just chat with him.His interest is the same as mine.And his opinion too.And he really seems like he wanted to be friend with me.He likes YUI too.He said he wants to take a music course after he finish up his SPM.And he asked my phone number.
I dont know i doing the right thing or not, and i .. just .. gave .. him.
AM I REALLY DOING THE RIGHT THING??!!

But i think it;s ok since i have two numbers and i dont usually used them.So,whatever.I think he might as well read this.Sorry if i hurt you.But i gotta tell what's true inside of me.I cannot faking myself.But owh well,i cannot fix the past.I already gave him.And i hope this not turning like nowadays news.

And this shocked me greatly as well.He asked me wether i want the all YUI's PV.OF COURSE I WANT IT!!I'm dying to own them as well as the movies YUI starring.And so,he asked wether i want it or not.And then i say yes.and he want to lend me at Pasar Seni,KL.But i said to him that it's too far from my house and i'm afraid my mom would not let me.Besides,i'm going to meet a stranger right now for god sake!And i asked him wether LRT Kelana jaya will be fine or not.And he said,okay and he asked to bring as many friends i want.

SO WHAT AM I GONNA DOOO??!!!!I really wanted YUI's movie though.And he's going to give it free.

I can;t just trust him easily.I dont know him well.And anyone can tell lies.What am i gonna doo?!!He said next saturday.And my finger gatal sangat to pushing the enter button an there they are my phone number.But i dont know.This pretty ackward to me.I dont mean that he is really bad,but i doubting.Anyone can felt ackward if these gonna happen to them.But i'm so dumb to give my phone number easily.But owh well,i cant fixed the past and it's not a big deal.I rarely top-up my phone.

So what am i gonna do now.Please Aida,anyone tell me please.

To him;Sorry if i hurt your feeling,but please understand me.It's my first time.And i'm not thinking you're bad or what.I just felt really confused.

Animefreak :3,
Icha Yoshioka.

Haru-haru :3

Whoaa.Finally i can online.It's all for the stupid upgrade system of wiimax(modem).I go out with


Anis;aida's sister and Aida yesterday.It was soo fun.I rarely hang out at KL,so i'm a bit excited and it was first time i go out with my friends to KL.First thing,i really want to apologize Aida because i woke up late.Ouch,if i wont stayed up late,i wouldnt woke up late.Watashi wa baka desu.hontou ni sumimasen.-.-'.


I bought Fruit Basket and a frilly skirt.And i spent almost 70 ringgit.10 for the transportation fee,10 for the meal,20 for the Fruit Basket,20 for frilly skirt.I bught frilly skirt,it was cute.Kind of Lolita style.But i'm thinking,am i really suited for that?Because it's kinda gurlish and cheerleader to me.But of course,i wouldnt wear just like that.I wear it with jeans.I saw many hot guys.Chinese of course.I want the clothe that anis bought.It was so pretty.I regret not to buy it.Because i thought i spent too much.Owh well,next time i surely buy it!The DVD was ok,but i got some problem on the CD1 and 2.Luckly,i can watch it at DVD player instead of at PS2 and laptop.We went there of course with LRT and monorail.On the way back,the monorail was packed A LOT!And i think,i've got molested by some perverted guy.I dont know,i dont notice his face.But i felt my back was being lean or touched something.I dont know ,i dont notice much if it was coincidence or he just taking advantage of me.And i'm grateful for not being rubbed.

Today,Wafi bring back a Haagen Dasz ice cream since he work at that plce.The super expensive one.But the flavour was a bitter chocolate orange.I dont like it much.I think,he just bring back the leftover -.-'.He brought two bunch of it.And one cost like 60 ringgit.woaah,the people must be dumb for spending their money only for ice cream.It just doesnt worth.

WatchingFruit Basket and i kinda like it.The story is not so complicated and simple;but at the same time meaningful.The anime gave me lesson to be grateful with our life cuz there's more people suffering;and never gave up.The opening and ending was subarashi s always and the lyrics so artistic as ever.No wonder the anime is in the top 100 of the best anime.I love haru~!!!.
Ahh,i keep enjoying myself in my own little world until i forgot about school.Shimatta!
.My homework is not done yet and i havent read the stupid novel Pasir Salak yet.Huu,how much zillion time i read that book i wouldnt understand.So lame.And yet again,i have to face my math teacher who always finds a weakness of people and and science.owhh~Dai kiraaaiii~~~!

Got to go.Jaa~

Animefreak :3,
Icha Yoshioka.

Yawning.i'm sleepy.

Gong Xi Fa Cai greetings;
Haaaa~*yawning*.I'm sleepy,i need to laid my head or i will go crazy.Nothing much today.Gong Xi Fa Cai to all chinese.Lee Yong Lok and Mike Chin Shenn Huan and another guy who i newly discover is his name is like Ju Long something;yeah i know it's weird and Ng Cheng Yik and and and Chock Min Wah;Happy Chinese New Year to all of you.Not forgetting aida's friend Sing Ni and Chah Yee.
And,

Happy Birthday to Kim Jaejoong.
Well,i'm not a big fan like aida do.But,yeah i support TVXQ.At least,he's good looking.Nee nee,aida?I hope you will get your 'shungah'.Am i spelling correctly?Correct me,if i dont.

*ok,enough with the colourfull texts*

I go out with Dalilah and Aini to Giant Mall and we had sushi.And we're like the most noisies customer at the shop.Haha,and we're kinda troubled some of the waitre at the shop,cuz dalilah and aini ordered wrongly.But phew,nasib the waitre doesnt care so much.And nothing much we're doing exactly,you know Giant isnt big enough for us to strolling.Duhh~
I got a lift with Aini,so i stayed a lil bit time at aini's house to wait for her to prepare.Ohh,her parents is so kind to me.i'm a little bit shy staying people's house.And Dalilah's mother gave us some presents.Oww,i felt guilty for some reason cuz i gave her a cheap one.Baka me.

My mom busy preparing meals besar-besaran punya.My cousin from Kelantan came,and they kinda diturb my life.They take away my computer to play some stupid game.My house was like so crowded.I cant even do my thing,you know.Luckly,it ended.

Back to my own,i watched Soul Eater and Skip beat episodes 16,but it took so long to buffering.Gahh.Soul eater was ok eventhough it's not making any sense.But it was great,thanks to Dalilah recomendation.Ok,i will end up this postd,my grandmother starts calling me to sleep since yat sleep at my cusin house.Ouch,it troubles me;cuz i dont want to leave my kawaii comfortable bed.And it was hot in the room,cuz sometimes my grandma didnt open the air cond.It's all for the money sakes.I will get money if i sleep with her.

Jaa~

Animefreak,
Icha Yoshioka.

artistic much?

I dont know what's wrong with me.I cried a lot yesterday for some stupid reason.It's not stupid actually,it's just i'm too emotional with my life i guess.Kaktin getting bossier day by day.I cant even step a foot in my room.It's not her room only.Dumb sister.I like zillion time i have told my mom that i need a room for myself only.I need privacy at my age now.

I saw Mike Chin Shen Huan today,OMGGG!He is so damn hot.At first i thought that it;s another handsome guy i dont know in morning session,but it's him.He wear cap that i almost faint looking at him because he's too gorgeous.And he is less than 5 foot from me.And i think,he doesnt already know me.I thought i;m going to say hi or whatever,at least that one word 'hi' would be enough.But it's not succesful.I'm so stupid,i'm so stupid,i'm so stupid,i'm so stupid.STUPID ME!At that time there was mesyuarat at the kantin.Since,the chess club is very little;which is less than 20 people so we do at the kantin.

Shenn Huan always wear sports outfit most of all the time.I wonder,if is he not studying?cuz he will take his PMR this year.Maybe he is a dumb-type.Haha.And he put some kind of white towel around his neck and wear shorts and caps;which is half-closed cap.He looks kinda hot.I really meant it.He sat there like 5-10 minutes doing nothing and he's alone.It's great opportunity ,but i'm too dumb.Tooo dumb.He just wondering around ;looking at people while drinking his mineral water.And he called some kind of indian-guy bla bla bla;he talked about with him.And continue spacing out.His skin look a bit darker than before,too much sport?Yeah,i guess.But i'm so regret that i dont say hi to him.Haishh.Aini kinda annoyed seeing me saying kyaa~ kyaa~.Haha,gomen aini.

I thought i lost my Sejarah text book,but i dont bring it.And i dont kinda finish my homework.But luckly,teacher dont asked.There was a quiz at Geografi,i didnt know well,so i just hentam.But,teacher said she will punished everyone who got wrong.That;s kinda worrying me,luckly there's mimi who helped me .

Recently,i heard a song called blowin in the wind-bob dylan,it was so artistic and the lyric is soo beautiful .It tells world issues,eventhough the singer voices is kinda cracked up.But hey!music is not about singing,it's a stories that we convey.And maybe i dont have such voices,but i hope to make music with beautiful lyrics.And i've watched the legendary Jimi Hendrix,uwaaah.He can play 12 guitar string.A genius.But i admit,he's not good looking.But talent,really can impressed people.The world needs that kind of musicians.There's no such music in this era,recently.They all sucks,like britney spears and other bitches that make beauty the first priority,it just soo not called music.Music is a thing that we feel.not a weapon too reach popularity.

Thatr's all.I given speeches laa pulak kan.Haha,gomen.It's all because the music book i've bought from school library.actually,i have to hand it 21/1 but i forgot to bring it.And oh yeah,i have to read a little for science cuz there's a quiz where en.sani asked.oww,that sucks.I'm getting sleepier.

Jaa~

Animefreak :3,
Icha Yoshioka.

Humming.

Konichiwa.

I got period at school yesterday.But lucky,it didnt tembus.I was half asleep yesterday,and i almost crapping of every word i said.My boys' classmate started to called me 'addicted' because i once joked about having a drugs.It's only a joked man.And in fact,the drug is whether anime or music.That's my drug actually.

And i've got so many homework since i dont attend on last Saturday.And even today,i dont finish my essay and math and bm and geo.My curriculum at morning are starting this week.Oh man!.And i'm still enjoying my j-drama like i dont have nothing to do.I slept at 8 pm and woke up at 5 am.I dont have nothing to say actually.Ok,i'm going to watch again my Nobuta Wo Produce.

Sayonara~

Animefreak :3,
Icha Yoshioka.

Horror Flick.

Hi.

Sorry cuz i often update my blog.I just dont hve the time.Iusually used 30 minuted to update my blog.And my laziness seems to control me.Ouch.Last Friday,there was this mesyuarat agung and i joined ERT because of the last minutes changes.And i didnt expect to hold some of AJK.You see,form 2 was so little and i get to be Setiausaha.And the form 1 happen to know me because idk maybe cuz they are from sksk..?Yeah and this form 1; inessa something said my name to Pn Maznah for the pencalonan.I was like "EEHHH??!!".I accidently said it out loud.And the whole class heard me and they laughed.Gaahh.Am i the laughing stock?I was just suprised that someone that i dont actually quite know suggested me because i think i'm so underground type.You know what i meant,ryte.And so then,but before that i told my classmate who happen to join the club that i dont want any.And they seems to unsatisfied because it turn as not like we expected.Especially Amirah.She want so badly to be Naib Pengerusi and she doesnt satisfied with Aidil cuz Aidil have many votes.What to do?Aidil are sure famous,i think.
And i think i know this inessa.She is the girl who gave me a sarawak pen like a year ago.She seems kind so i just suggested her,because of revenge actually.Muaahaha!Just kidding,i happen to know her and since i'm the seniour i have to suggested some of the juniors name that i know.
Stop this whatevr the topic's name thing,ok.

Chinese New Year is a week later.Yatta~!I planned to go out with Aida to times square.i hope it works.And Dalilah,i think she will be back from her boarding school and i wish to meet as well.
And i'm currently watching Gokusen 3 because Haruma Miura is acting in it >.<.He is soo dreaamyyy~~~.An i've currently waited for Skip Beat episodes 15 to be updted.Crunchyroll have been updated though,but i have to be a member something and i have to pay like USD$15.And hell no,i would pay.i just waited for other site to update it.The story is great!It give motivation to not gives up your dream and work hard.That's really good. What about Mike Chin Shen huan?(i've remember his full name >.<)
Alissa and the other saw him and just kecoh2 like 'tu shen huan ke?' and all those stuff XD.And he happened to heard them.Haha.And he smile to them.Arghh~!!I'm jealous.But that's pretty friendly of him cuz nobody will smile to a total stranger.Nee?That's a good point of his personality.And i realized that last year i think he said hi to me while running beside me.Shimatta!How could i forget about this?Watashi ga aho.Haishh.I definitely will speak at least a word like hi to him someday.Ganbatte!.And Aida,she said "Kien Xin!!Hi!!".If i'm not wrong and the kien xin smile to her.Omedeto!!!Hey,at least she have the guts to do so.Fighto aida with your crush!

Today was not much.I get up at 3 in evening again.haha.And straightly following my mom to Mydin.And yesterday i went to OU with my family and that's the reason i didnt go for sekolah ganti.And i found bishonen.A total bishonen.He was so beutifull,and i even wondered wether he's chinese or japanese or korean?His dressing was so like jpop/kpop and eventhough he wear specs he is soo cute!!Ahh~i stumble for a minute and my eyes cant stop looking at him until he dissapears n crowd.I always like that when i saw my type.I'm a little bit freak though.And last night i had a nightmare and i eventually dont had one since long ago.And i think that'sbecause i watch Hantu Raya kot and and the most scray and brutallish one "stay alive" and cinema.The story is about a game and the player should win the game or they would died as the same way in the game.And the game is about some of killing people cruelly.Scary~~.And i happened to watch it in midnight.

That's all.I talked much and i better shut my mouth from it's moving by it's own non stop.Jaa~

Animefreak :3,
Icha Yoshioka.

Aww.schoolsucks.

I hate school.I''m getting to dislike it day per day.I think last year was not bad compare to this year.I've been scolded by my math teacher for getting so many mistakes in integers.I dont get it,my brain cell are not working correctly since last holiday.Damn.Even multiply time table i didnt remember correctly.What's happen to me?Phycho much?Wake up Khairunnisa!
My math teacher was Pn Yong.I dont dislike her,but she teach classes way too fast.And she seems so serious all the time.And this it's makes even worse wth my slow-pick-up brain. I wish Pn Asma teach us again.At least she's not that stressful.

En Sani,he teach us Science.Ng Cheng Yik has been scolded by him today for not finish up homework.I felt bad for him.He is prefect,and he has many duties lately.And i dont quite understand what the Sani teacher has teach us.Well,he's not really teaching.Just the LCD are teaching.If you know what i meant.
Teachers are stupid.Not all of them actually.

And every second i'm in school.I always daydreaming,imagine things something like that.I always yearned to break free so bad.From this some kind of cage that are locked me.I want to live a freedom life.Do exactly what my heart told,spreading my music to this overprotected life.
But i just cant.My parent and school seems to control my life like "study,study".Unfair.

Aini didnt seem to presence in school lately because of her asthma.And i stick with Aidil like usual.It's ok to me.But i dont know why i felt so bad,i even cry for no reason.It's a shame,i know.And did i have ever mentioned that i've scolded by my mother because of guitar.Ohh,no.She keep saying that it's not worth it by all this music and anime.She just find it strange and scolded me.And it makes me felt bad.I want do what i want.I told you i'm not free as the fourteen- years- old-rich-brat- girl who used money to do what she want and they even do an album eventhough they at my age.Unfair.

Yeah,reality is unfair.Face it,sweetheart.

Animefreak :3,
Icha Yoshioka.

blah blah blah.I dont care wht fucking thoughts that you throw at me.

Konnichiwa,minna.

Firstly,today i mean yesterday is the curriculum thingy.I enter taekwando because i'm too lazy to enter the whatever kawat stuff.So,i wear just the taekwando uniform becauseit was too hot for me to wear any tudung since i have to wear like 2 lapis,and plus the uniform the uniform is quite thick and we have to practice in hot.So i thought it was alright because the taekwando not related to school stuff and people is not too many at that time.Whatever,i dont really care much though.

So,i went to the school at 12.30 with Aidil and line up.When first thing i arrive,i just talk a bit with Akma.And someone with the black belt.I think form 3,and she acted like a bitch stare at me like she annoyed seeing me.I mean,why does she throw me a stare like that,cuz i dont wear any tudung but in school i does?Is that all?You acted like that also right?I think her dress more worst than any girl that doesnt wear any tudung.And you think that you are so fucking good enough?I hate you bitch slut who doesnt ashame of yourself that you admit that you already have sex with a poorsome deppress guy who dont have any girl to search.
Haha,i found it at your fucking headline myspace,and if i'm not wrong her name is like a fucking Fathin Alina ,i guess. I already write your name in my blog and if people discover you,nasiblah.It's not my fault that you add yourself into my enemy list.Ashame of you.

And yeah,this girl annoyed me in Teakwando.She keeps asking every second to the couch.And her dress is hella funny.Her specs is like so old fashion.And her tudung folded like a mak cik one.Just do like normal,cant you?.And her trousers is like so'singkat' that she looks like a nerd.
And she asked several question,i was like 'huh?'.And she keep talking and talking.
But i dont annoyed much cuz she doesnt disturb my life.So,who cares.Except for the fucking girl i said before.Heh.

Other thing is,I'm currently watching Vampire Knight Season2 online.I was so shocked that Kaname and Yuuki are together.Ahh-kowai so zero-kun~.But i dont think that they ended up together because Kaname is just expresionless eventhough he is gorgeous.Never mind,i watch it until it is finish.And i review it.

I discovered this girl band named 'chatmonchy' and they are pretty awesome.The girl is playing guitar and she's cute.I'm putting the band photos later.And i saw Shen Huan on Friday,he joined Badminton club and i saw him playing so confidently.Kyaaahh~.I dont think he knows me anymore.Haaish,i'm hopeless.
I miss aida for sure,we didnt keep in touch much because of the school.But i tries if i have free time.Dont worry,aida.And akma is getting so nice,idk.Maybe she is nice.Yeah,i think so.She bought the novel eventhough i didnt asked.And she know my type of story.So,yeah.

I watch again Death Note on 8tv.Abah and Yat keep critics Japanese people with their un-opened minded.They just dont accept anime culture.And losers only thought that.I fought with them because they cannot shut their own mouth.Haha,minded yang kolot.Orang kampung only thought thatlaa.
They just dont accept anime and how japanese people's like.Baka,baka,baka.Hontou ni baka.

I'm getting sleepy and the blood sucker is biting me;not a vampire but a stupid nyamuk.
Jaa~

Animefreak:3,
Icha Yoshioka.

Tabs are complicated.

I learn a little about tabs just right now.It's easy but too complicated.Lead guitar is pretty hard.But i will work hard on it.

Anyway,talk about school and school again.I began to talk with boys more than girl as i have many same interest since i sat beside Aqmal so his gang surround my seat when teacher's not in class.But eventually they like to talk about porn.And that's make me feel like 'eww'.I'm still a girl you know.Erghh.

Today,i must pass up the co-curriculum thigy.Actually i have to pass up yesterday,but i dont.I will enter Taekwando,Arts, and Chess.I dont have transport so i raely go except for the taekwando since i have to pay the fee.I planned to enter Karate though.But,Aini said the training is pretty hard and have to training under the sun.So,i dont want to bother myself so i enter the taekwando as the taekwando has no different than karate.I enter arts,but i think myself only in my class.Aidil and Aini enter the cooking class,but i didnt like the girly stuff.
but i think about it,if i dont have any choice i enter cooking class.Whatever,there's no other choice cuz Aqmal said Arts is hell boring.

I already check Mike Shen Huan name in the form 3,but there's no any of his name.I only saw Lee Yong Lok.[p/s;they are my crush last year].I think he is in Form 4 because he is in peralihan when he is form 2.So that's mean he already take PMR?I didnt know that.

So,my life is starting back where they are like in last year.Homework,i received everyday especially math.Haaissh.And my teacher who taught Science is Cikgu Sani.Whenever come science subject ,the class is turning like a grave.Freakingly quite.Seriously.

I've watched Kamikaze Girls the movie in youtube.The story is pretty awesome.Anna Tsuchiya who play the 'yankee' girl in the movie is soo pretty.She is Japanese and russian mix bloodAnd the Lolita one;Momoko is cute too.The story is so nice which is consist of friendship and the song She Said;Rin Oikawa is so lovely.



I think that's all.

Animefreak :3,
Icha Yoshioka.

School are screwing my life.

Hmmm,today school are kinda ..sucks?Yeah,right.I sleep yesterday at 6.30 am and woke up at 10.30.I feel kinda..stupid after that.Yat and my cousins are excited for some stupid reasons.School are exciting?You've got to be kidding me.Stupid,stupid,stupid.

Arrive at school at 12.30 something and get in the line.And then have to sing for some stupid negaraku song.Aidil are kinda talkative.Even i dont know what to talk.Aini are the same.Alissa and the gang are same.And me,still the same blur,lazy bump girl that has nothing to do.Cikgu Sharmila is our class teacher.Aww,that sucks.I've been scolded at my first day cuz being noisy.Owh well,i dont fucking care much.And she stupidly command for girls to sit next to the boy.Luckly,i sat with Aqmal.At least i can still talk about Guitar Hero.The next teacher came and bla bla bla.
And the Ustaz teach us and ask me what hadas is.And i was completely blur what it is.And everyone suddenly laughing.I dont understand why.Whatever.When i return home,i was hellaa tired and straightly bathing and prays my maghrib and sleep.And then i woke up at 1.30am.

My vacation is over and i cant sleep at 7 am again and then woke up in the evening.Right now it's almost like 4 am.And currenly listening to the strokes's song and arctic monekys.I dont know why i started to listen all these indie-rock songs.At least,they're not posers.And Julian Casablancas is soo smokin got eventhough he's a bit drunk.Ahaha.But eventually he is married.Dammit.


I like the lyrics by the song teddy picker-arctic monkey;which currently the song in my blog.That says;

"we are defenders
Of any poseur or professional pretender around"

cool,huh?

And i dont know which club,unit beruniform,and permainan i should enter.There was a new club which is Photography Club.I bet there's many poseurs will join the club.Heh,professional pretender.Get a life.Why this stupid school dont have music club.Stupid,stupid.
I think i made up my mind.I should enter Seni Lukis,and the unit beruniform i will remain the same.And the permainan i will join catur or ping pong.

Nightmare,nightmare.I envy seeing Wafi has a freedom life,do whatever he wants.That soo unfair.

Until then.

Animefreak:3,
Icha Yoshioka.

ahh,baakaaa.

Konbawa.School are going to start tomorrow.Haaaisshh.I will get plenty of boredness tomorrow.I miss talking to Chock Min Wah.And yeah,i'm 'happy' to see the idiotic faces that annoyed me.Bla bla bla.My 'sleep late-wake up late' is over.And i dont think i can sleep earlier,it's just my eyes that told me so.And thats the reason my eyebags grew wider.Tomorrow as always i will go by bus but with my adik and as well as udin;my cousins.It's annoyed me a lil bit,but owh well.I cant help it.I hope Chen Sook Ling the worst teacher i've ever met would not teach me anymore,cuz she one said that this year she will teach morning session.Well,i'm glas.I hope she wouldnt take back those words.To think of it,my crush Mike Shen Huan and Lee Yong Lok are going to the morning session and i cant drooled over them from far anymore.Haaish.This really screwed my life.I dont ever coupling in my entire life not even confess to anyone.That' really pathetic.Kids at my age this dys,they even already had sex.But me?i dont even confess yet.Great,just great.

I called aida a minute ago,she seems.Hmmm;laugh and condemned people much.Haha.She say she will be lonely cuz her closest friend at her school;Sing Ni and Chah Yee.I hope i spell it right;they moved to other places.Haaish.Poor her,i now i said many times.But i really meant it,aida.Haha.If only i can help you,but i cant.She cannot move to my school also.It would be so much fun if she's the same school as mine.What to do.Fate just fate.

I'm going to watch Bleach episodes 49 to 60.I found it at Tesco;i thought they will not release again.And today i go OU,eventually i didnt buy anything as mama busy buying her stuff we traightly go home after that.I thought i wnat to buy Fluffy toy at animetech or at least Midori No Hibi volume 6.But owh well.

That's it.I wish tomorrow will be good.I hate going to school,but what can i do?

Oyasumi.

Animefreak :3,
Icha Yoshioka.

Mama's birthday .

Today was mama's b'day.We kinda celebrate,i think.We do eat a lot at Vichuuda.Did i spell it right?And yeah,it's delicious eventhough majority of the food is malay like.Owh well i dont care as long as it's delicious.And we go to Putrajaya by force by abah to see my aunt sick.Haaishh,what to do i just followlaa.My unt has some weird disease where she had hallucination and that sort of thing.Owh well,i dont really care.We go back after that to pray.And when i go back,my house was like studio because my brother and my two cousins play guitar,so i join them playing and singing estrella's song.Waaah~.I didnt know it would be soo much fun to dueting guitar,and wafi asked me to sing.So i sing,and he commented me.Bleeeh~.I think my voice is ok than his toad-voice like.And after that i go to Teco and PKNS Shah Alam to buy school's stuff since Yat's orientation is tomorrow.Last minute preparation.

So yeah,i brought Midori No Hibi the last book,but i'm missing the volume 6 cuz i havent found.And of course Seiji end up with Midori.

And after that,i just trumming my guitar for two hours,doing nothing.I guess i should practice some other new song.

I felt weird because Inessa,year six student who happen to know me through my lil brother asked my yat whether i wear tudung or not.Isnt obvious,its not a big deal.And she also asked whether my friend wear it.Weird.So she just want to friend with who doesnt wear?Hmmmm,i dont know what she's thinking.Whatever.

Talk about me in school.I really want to stop wearing since i dont wear one since 11 tudung .There's no difference.because i dnt want to be hypocrite
like anyone else do.But mama,wouldnt let me.And if i do that people keep talking about me and started thinking badly.They just dont who am i yet.Why dont i just being myself?Instead of pretending?I think that's rather ok than being 'alim' in school but outside being bitchy all over and revealing their body.That's really low.Hmmm,i just dont know.But i really want to be myself,the way i am.But i already have buy new tudung,so i thought i just stay the way i am.
It's really complicated.But to think of it,they really dont desrve to ask what i'm going to do,cz its my life,it's my choice to be who i want to be.

I really2 confuse.But to think of it,i have once free hair-ing during my class party.But in school?I was a bit not sure.Yeah,i think that's it.I thought i'm going to do poems,but i'm pretty sleepy since now is 4 am.Well,that's it.Oyasuminasai.


Animefreak :3,
Icha Yoshioka.