My angst have about to distinguished,at least there's a mere human who willing to lend their ear to listen to my cries or angst.Enough,is enough.Anger is not supposed to build it even riser.
I should at least spilt my furiousness into a piece of art or a piece of music.Let alone the harsh of reality.Let alone their words,burned it into ashes.Let alone the tears,let it dry by the thin of air.

Babi gila.

I was packed up with furyness.This school sucks,mcmlaa mati if tak dapat 8a's.Shut up,zip it okay,
let me complain,let me just be in misery,don't tell me what it's right for me.I'm tired ,exhausted.Im tired of craving other's people life.I had no time for myself at all,even half an hour for myself in a day.Kau takpelaa,you're immune for this kind of life,almost natural to be controlled.
I just move to this fucking place,dahlaa deserted,forcing students like a robot from 7am to 6 evening.And kalau tak datang,jumpa pengetua.What the fuck?there's no benefit anyway forcing me to study,there;s nothing i can get into my brain.Sial gila.I think my name had gotten to principal because i went back home in the evening,i was too tired and feel like fainting.And yeah it affect my mom's reputation pulak kan.Fuck off,honestly fuck off.

5 months more.I dont know what to state.
Seeing this people,who controlled by law,rules like a living puppet.I despise it,my anguish just don't burned.I just stumble,observing their sweats.And compare to mine,just like a dry leaves.
Foremost,i just chasing time now,my faith seems dimed.

Oh well.

I don't know what to linger anymore,
maybe i just have to stumble.