A death so significant that it changes your life instantly, that it penetrates deep into my heart, a life that you didnt expect to be, so free and independent but also so unsettled. But I soldier on and I martyred myself to find the in between.
I guess when you look forward to what lay aheads you, suddenly, there's no room for unnecessary sadness. I puckered up from a withering leaves to a green one, when I'm 19 nothing else matters but myself. And I feel contented. ---- and believe me, this is not a self defense but a statement, seeing how unloved I am well atleast I wish God loves me.
