fuck.

I have not blogged for century . Maybe my laziness level worsen day by day.

I have been hanging out in my house watching movie while I let my laziness eat me. I don't think I have any motivations eventhough clearly SPM is obviously this year.I tried to search ,search  anything that will lured me into some kind of excitements but I don't think any excitements would come in the form of moneyless and limitless or such. My tendecy to just grown up and leave high school is becoming sooo strong. But I don't think facing the big world without credits in spm or diploma or degree will be a bed of roses. Suddenly future scares the shit out of me.

Foster The People.

I  have the bestest night in my life.The energy is exhilarating and the music vibes just run in my blood that time it's literally like ecstasy.Spending money is obviously not a waste it's like a form of buying experiences.I'm gonna experiences lots of gigs and concerts after this while I still have young blood running through my veins.

Youth won't last for eternity.It's running like a loaded gun.Is it a shame to just be in a denial and suddenly realized that your skin wrinkled and your age increases like human population in this world.I should take risk more than being in denial all my life